And I'd give up forever to touch you. . .

"And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
all the moments of truth in your life
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you'd bleed just to know your alive."

It's almost the end of the week and i'm just so confused. Through my religion, it's telling me my feelings and thoughts are wrong. But through my heart, and my knowledge, it's telling me my feelings and thoughts are fine. I'm just so confused and on the topic, I can't tell anyone what I feel, because at the drop of a word, but heart falls like glass to the floor. I just want one person to come up to me one day, and tell me, what my heart feels right now, what's going to happen. Because I've never felt this way about something before. EVER. People might assume that it's teenage harmones, or i'm over exagerating, but truthfully, it's the feeling, i'm going to stick with the rest of my life. It'll be what I dream about until the day I die. It's that feeling when the cute guy in the romantic movie realizes he loves the girl and goes after her, with the loud music playing. The sad thing is i'm facing God on this. And it's hard. Because I want, he has. What he has, is someone else's. "But I just want you to know who I am."