2009 in a nutshell.

Normally, I write this in my journal, but this is way easier to do,

i've decided to write all my favorite things of this year down, for you all to see and know,

and when i'm an old person,,, like 30, I can look back and remember this year.

My Favorite:

Actor:

1. Gerald Butler

2. Ryan Renolds

3. Robert Pattinson

Actress:

1. Rachel McAdams

2. Sandra Bullock

3. Kristen Stewart

Color:Green

Food: Italian

Cd:

1. Kris Allen - Debut Album

2. All Time Low- Nothing Personal

3. New Moon Soundtrack

Song:

1. Weightless

2. This Time

3. Here We Go Again

Singer:

1. Lady Gaga

2. Kris Allen

3. Allison Iraheta

Show:

1. Gossip Girl

2. One Tree Hill

3. 90210

Movie:

1. Sherlock Holmes

2. New Moon

3. The Ugly Truth

Book: Sarah Dessen

Movies I've Seen In Theatres:

1. He's Just Not That Into You

2. 17 Again

3. Time Traveler's Wife

4. Night At The Museum 2

5. Harry Potter 6

6. Sherlock Holmes

7. New Moon

8. Zombieland

9. The Ugly Truth

10. The Proposal

11. Nine

12. Yes Man

13. Bride Wars

14. Jonas Brothers in 3-D

15. The Uninvited

Favorite Class: Drama

Best Movie That's A Book: New Moon?

Concerts I've Attended:

1. Savannah Outen

2. Savvy and Mandy

3. Jonnie and Brookie

4. Jonas Brothers

5. Justin Bieber

6. Demi Lovato

People I've Met:

1. Justin Bieber

2. Savannah Outen

3. Jonnie and Brookie

4. Savvy and Mandy

5. Debby Ryan

6. Doug Brouchu

7. Sterling Knight

8. Roshon Fegan

9. Demi Lovato

Top 5 memories:

1. Caberat Night at my old school

2. New Moon showing at midnight with all my friends

3. Prank calling with Montana

4. Demi Lovato concert with Kelly

5. Hanging with Kelly.

Top 3 experiences of this year:

1. Getting my headshots

2. Auditioning for a few things

3. and knowing 2010 is going to rock!

dreams you never thought your brain could make,

Last night, I slept like a ful 11 hours, and I had the most weirdest dream, I think i've ever had. It started off where I was in a hospital and so many people were dying, but they weren't. I don't even know how to explain it. They were just like bleeding so much. I don't even know. All I wanted to do was escape. And the people there wouldn't let us. Like, in a bad way. So a few people and I, made a plan and we ran down the stairs, and people were in the staircase trying to stop us. I don't know why. But only a few of us made it out alive. Then we made it to the first floor and I broke through the window, and there was this kid, well not kid, and he had a car, and me and my friend Kelly got in it, and told him to drive us to her house.

The drive, weirdly, took forever, and when we finally stopped, we were at this cementary. It was dark, but like cloudy, and it was like almost in doors. I walked around in tears looking for my uncle's grave stone. I finally found it, and I just cried, walking around looking like an idiot.

Then above the cementary was two huge buildings, tall and wide. They were sororities. One was for preppy, mean girls. And somehow, I was in the other one. It was really a weird dream. But I walked into the one building for my sorority, and there was like 7 of us who were picking all the other girls in this large room. It looked like a court room. All I really remember was sitting down at a table and getting ready to pick our future members.

I don't know why I felt the need to blog about this, but I did. It was a weird, pointless dream but somehow, meant alot to me. I don't know. But it is Christmas Eve and to wake up on Christmas Eve with this whole dream, must mean something.

Something magical throughout a year.

It is December 23rd. Holy crap. Seriously, I remember December 31st 2008, like i've lived in a thousand times. I watched the ball drop, and was freaking out on the phone with my friend, saying goodbye to everything from the past year. I could hear some kind of wedding/ party going on, because there was really loud music. The ball was dropping and I was crying. I said goodbye to 2008 and was screaming and jumping up and down on the phone, thinking of everything 2009 would bring. My liceneses, i'd be 16, i'd start on my journey to live my dream, this year would open up so many doors. My dad then went outside to do some fireworks with my brother and I sat in the living room, looking at confetti the ball had exploded into a crowd of what had to be 20,000 or something in Time Square.

I remember alot from this year. I went through alot. I did my first real solo performace in January. I sang "White Horse," by Taylor Swift. I got a huge response from the crowd. Haha. I remember one of my best friends birthdays. It was a lousy birthday, unfortunatley but it was memorable. The next March 8th, I had the biggest step since I don't remember. It was my first day of a new school. I went into the office that morning, and got walked over to my first class. F Block, English. Well i'm not going to go into detail about my first day of my new school, but I do want to say going to this school has changed me so much, people don't even know. And I personally want to say, i'm so glad to have met every person I know from that school. I'm so blessed to know them and I hope to get to know them more.

Alot happened for me this year. I met three life long friends. I continued a friendship with two people i've known since 8th grade. I remember my first sleepover with a new friend.. It was insane. Haha. I remember the 4th of July. I remember camping trips, sleepovers, all the great laughs.

I've met some new people. Brooke, Kayla, and some others. I joined a site called "Twitter" which became the next huge thing via internet. It's taken a toll and made it's mark. I remember the concerts I went to over the summer. How hectic all those were,, Demi Lovato, Jonas Brothers, and more. And it's funnier to see how i'm so over all those musicans/artists. And to see what I listen to now.

I started my Junior year of High School. I'm made it far with my music. I started learning how to play the piano. Which is something I will take with me throughout my life.

I've taken rejection, and the biggest rejection of this year, I think would have to be failing my first permit test. Haha. I'm going to take it again this Tuesday.

It's just so weird to think i've changed so much this year and gained so much. I've gained a fresh start. I can't wait to see how I endeavor into 2010. I think my wish for 2010 as of this moment, is to try and get the guy I like to see me. It's just so hard, when you've always been invisible. Maybe, he'll read this. Haha. But I doubt it. I'm stoked for 2010, and so sad to see 2009 to leave me.