Something magical throughout a year.

It is December 23rd. Holy crap. Seriously, I remember December 31st 2008, like i've lived in a thousand times. I watched the ball drop, and was freaking out on the phone with my friend, saying goodbye to everything from the past year. I could hear some kind of wedding/ party going on, because there was really loud music. The ball was dropping and I was crying. I said goodbye to 2008 and was screaming and jumping up and down on the phone, thinking of everything 2009 would bring. My liceneses, i'd be 16, i'd start on my journey to live my dream, this year would open up so many doors. My dad then went outside to do some fireworks with my brother and I sat in the living room, looking at confetti the ball had exploded into a crowd of what had to be 20,000 or something in Time Square.

I remember alot from this year. I went through alot. I did my first real solo performace in January. I sang "White Horse," by Taylor Swift. I got a huge response from the crowd. Haha. I remember one of my best friends birthdays. It was a lousy birthday, unfortunatley but it was memorable. The next March 8th, I had the biggest step since I don't remember. It was my first day of a new school. I went into the office that morning, and got walked over to my first class. F Block, English. Well i'm not going to go into detail about my first day of my new school, but I do want to say going to this school has changed me so much, people don't even know. And I personally want to say, i'm so glad to have met every person I know from that school. I'm so blessed to know them and I hope to get to know them more.

Alot happened for me this year. I met three life long friends. I continued a friendship with two people i've known since 8th grade. I remember my first sleepover with a new friend.. It was insane. Haha. I remember the 4th of July. I remember camping trips, sleepovers, all the great laughs.

I've met some new people. Brooke, Kayla, and some others. I joined a site called "Twitter" which became the next huge thing via internet. It's taken a toll and made it's mark. I remember the concerts I went to over the summer. How hectic all those were,, Demi Lovato, Jonas Brothers, and more. And it's funnier to see how i'm so over all those musicans/artists. And to see what I listen to now.

I started my Junior year of High School. I'm made it far with my music. I started learning how to play the piano. Which is something I will take with me throughout my life.

I've taken rejection, and the biggest rejection of this year, I think would have to be failing my first permit test. Haha. I'm going to take it again this Tuesday.

It's just so weird to think i've changed so much this year and gained so much. I've gained a fresh start. I can't wait to see how I endeavor into 2010. I think my wish for 2010 as of this moment, is to try and get the guy I like to see me. It's just so hard, when you've always been invisible. Maybe, he'll read this. Haha. But I doubt it. I'm stoked for 2010, and so sad to see 2009 to leave me.