6 months.

I use to have a best friend. I still have a best friend, but she's not the same one, that i'm talking about now. That friend, was one of the best friends, I've ever had. We had a life together, as if we were joined at the hip, through 8th grade. During the summer at 8th grade, I think we just went our seperate ways because of High School.

I honestly don't even remember how we met. But we were inseperable, I'd say. Phones calls, text messages, school, weekends, we were always together some how. She was a really great friend. I miss her. She might not even read this, but I have a feeling she will. Every weekend, I basically spent the night at her house. Like the first sleepover we had was at my house. We went to the movies and saw "Music and Lyrics," together. Then after that one night of bounding, we knew we'd be best friends. I remember one sleepover we had, I liked one of her best friends. He lived in the same condo area has her. We had invited him over for dinner, and we ate pizza, and hung out. Then my best friend and him, went for a bike ride, but I didn't have a bike, so I sat on her drive way. I had my iPod and started listening to "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne. Which was my favorite song at that time! Little did I notice the guy was on his way back, and I freaked out, because I was dancing like a retard in front of her house! In front of him! I mean I liked him. Haha. Then I ran in her house. Later, we played "Hide and Go Seek." It turned out bad because I almost died from freaking out. The good thing about her house was she lived in a gated, condo area so she had a little park and you could run around the place! So we played Hide and Seek. My best friend and I kept hiding in her house, and all the lights were out. And he was outside, so we didn't know if he was right outside, or what. He eventually liked popped up out of nowhere, and I like had a heart attack from being scared. After that, I'm pretty sure we got Baskin Robbins Ice Cream. We went to the market and got a bag of cookies. My friend called him and told him, we'd put them at the park on the table... We called him and he SAID he was at the mall and he'd get them later. Now this was at night, like 9:30. It was pitch black! Now, her house was like 50 feet from the park, so I stayed outside her house with a foam bat, and she went. About 5 minutes later, she comes screaming saying she saw someone. I saw someone with like a grey jacket running from the other side of the park, and I freaked out. Later, we found out it was him. I still laugh about it 'til this day.

Now, I can't remember if that was all one sleepover or two seperate ones. But we had a blast.

Everytime I'd sleepover at her house, we'd either hangout in the garage, and then fall asleep on her small couch, watching Disney at 3 in the morning.

I just wish I could still say to this day that we were close. But were not. We have both changed so much. But I will always hold these memories of our friendship. About the best 6 months of my life. I have best friends now, that I love alot. But those memories weren't able to be kept in. Not that my other memories are, but still. Maybe, another time and place, I can talk about those. I just wish I could understand why things change, and why people around us do. Someone you can trust with your life can tell you it's over in a split second. Friendship isn't funny, unless your laughing with the person. It's serious, when your hurt. Friendship makes bonds. I want to have bonds for life. But until then just know, i love you.