In Another Life

Have you ever found yourself thinking about love or life?

To the point you cry or get depressed?

I tend to think about that alot. I'm a teenager. It's something I do. I don't know how to write this without sounding like a complainer, or weird person. I just stray from what I know I should do and what I should be doing. But, when I see a movie or see two people, I just get so upset. I think, "Will I ever find someone?" Not to be with forever, because I am only 16 but just a guy. I mean it's pretty pathetic when you've been rejected more times then you've gotten a decent grade in a class.

Everytime this topic comes up with a friend, it's the same thing. "It's no big deal," or "You don't need someone now." But that's bullshit. I really think if half the teenagers in this town can find someone, I should be able to. But the key word is "should." I personally think, there's something wrong with me. A. Because i'm blogging about this to people, who don't care. and B. Because it really means alot to me. I seem like a complainer because people are like you'll find a guy, when i've tried. I've searched High and Low, Here and There, and every chance I got, I took a chance. Now, that's hard work.

I guess, I just wrote this to vent, or maybe something will become of it, and someone can help me see something that can come out of this crappy situation i'm in. But until then,

"I need to know, I need to know

I need to know, I need to know."

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